yeah and stuff

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just about time to move and i have packed.....all of.....the sum total.....roughly...three boxes. im considering just throwing the rest away. but i am so not a minimalist enough to do that. so instead i will not rest until i am packed!!! well, except i have happy hour with some friends tonight.....and poker this weekend...but STILL

other than things are good, not sleeping very well. i dont know why i linked those two thoughts in one sentence but piss off, its my blog. i keep having strange and unusual dreams that wake me up, some about the past, some about the future, some....well i wont go into the others. =) but there was one where i was back in NYC and had to stay an extra week alone and one of my employees took the laptop without letting me print my ticket confirmation to leave...apparently i kept thinking "NO LAPTOP?!?! NO LAPTOP!?!?" and I woke up, hugged my comp, and went back to sleep.

im about to make yet another important leap in life. yay me. im all growed up. screw peter pan. now all i need is a little more grey hair and a slight belly and i will be the perfect american.

"In two years, America has gone from a sense of invulnerability to an awareness of peril; from bitter division in small matters to calm unity in great causes."calm unity??? a country that is almost divided down the middle doesnt seem like calm unity....ass hat.

back on tour, will be in nyc for the next 6 days. looks like i will be out and about almost half the year. which has its ups and downs, yes it will be nice to be touring, but at the same time you have such little life when touring when a theater production between the loading of the set, rehearsals and shows, there is very little time to relax or enjoy the city/cities you are in. not to mention since i am already on salary for the managing company i dont get paid shit for touring, except all my travel expenses.

in other news, I FUCKING FINALLY GOT A HOUSE!!! it is not in the area of town i wanted to live in:

midtown - young kids, hipsters and the like, mostly democratic or independent, older cooler homes

south tulsa - older folk, mostly republican, mostly baptist, mostly newer homes, chain restaurants

luckily tulsa is not that big and i can go to midtown whenever i so choose, but still, its not the same. i made this choice however because you can get so much MORE home for the money, i got a freaking two story house! with two living rooms! not bad for a first place of residence.either way, thats all for now, time to start packing...again.

its all a lie!

I am alive like Chester Copperpot only the not stuck under a rock version. I am quite certain that was not the alledged Copperpot but instead another wonderful diversion. Notice these smart ass Goonies did no dental record matching, not even a simple DNA test. No no these kids certainly are pre CSIMSCISMSICI or however many initials those shows use and it shockingly shows in there lack of dectective skills. Simple things should have shown them that ol Chester recreated the entire situation to lead them off the track of the real gold:

1) why build a restaurant over a large cavernous cave?? surely the inspections would have found such secret passages

2) everyone knows water is not that blue

3) who builds a water slide no one can use anyway?

4) There was no power to the organ, or the rock door...duh

5) even 1/4'' chains cannot hold 2 ton rocks overhead for hundreds of years.......amazing. i know.

oh yes, i am fine blah blah

move like a jellyfish

eeek! I have been slacking on my blogging...but i have been as busy as a bee on crack these past few weeks. Nothing like finishing a budgeting project that takes you WEEKS to do, only for someone to change the form you linked from thus making you do it all over again!!!!! ARGHUS MAXIMUS!!!!!!!!

The lion king goes on sale in Tulsa this saturday and that means i get to stand outside the PAC in the but ass cold saturday morning trying to round the cattle in to buy tickets to this show. And we are only allowed to wear our sweathshirts that have the lion king on them, so no coat. yay, double trouble.

I am like an internet phantom, i appear and dissapear off websites more than houdini himself (which is very easy considering he died before the internet was invented).

Last monday was catherine's birthday and I put all her presents in a TRASH CAN!!! HAHAHA...no but really, she needed one badly and its a nice plastic one with wheels and lid, but it felt very funny to wheel up a trash can with a bow on it, even though there was more inside. There comes a time when xmas and bday presents are more about necessity than they are actualy gifts. For instance, for xmas i am asking money to pay off my credit card and catscan bills. yay. deck the halls my ass.

I had a dream last night. I dreamt I was at my grandmothers and I was taking down a picture from one of the ones of me she had around the house, and behind it, I found a picture of me sleeping. I got curious and started taking down all her pictures and behind them all were pictures of that family member asleep. It was very creepy and I think I want to sleep on it some and dwell on it then turn it into another script. thoughts?

And I JACK - The pumpkin king, have grown so tired of the same old thing.

This is halloween this is halloween. I really love that movie. I did not like the Corpse Bride as MUCH as I liked the Nightmare...that was just classic. But I always enjoy morbid claymation, what's not to like?

Went to stillwater to see my brother this weekend, he was in town from Chicago. It was good to see him, I havent seen him since May which is probably the longest I have gone in my life without seeing him and I did not like that very much. Walked ALL over the campus this weekend shaking hands, feigning enjoyment of conversations that I now cannot recall a single one. Watched the OSU cowboys face the #2 Team in the Nation at our homecoming football game, the Texas long horns. The polls were saying we would lose by 35 points or so, but at half time we were WINNING 28-12!!!! I was so excited but I had to leave to get back to my girl and get ready for a halloween party we were going to. Sadly, my absence must have been felt at the game cause the second half we did not score once and they shut us down and we did not score again, losing 47-28. Still was proud of them that first half. Then went the halloween party, it was fun, not OHMYOGDWHATAGOODTIME fun, but they had great guacamole =) Then we went to a dive swingers bar to dance. Now i know what you are thinking, and NO we are NOT swingers, but its a dance club that is blocks from her house and we can take the neighborhood going home, and most of the time people leave us alone. There was one couple who we met there last time that is so AWFULLY nice to us. They buy all our drinks, tell her how beautiful she is. They just seem so pleasant I would love to think they are innocent, but I do have my doubts.

I really hate long paragraphs so I am starting a new one. So there. Work has been crazy busy lately, hence me not blogging as much as I should, to all you...what..three people that read it? I have finally finished most of my budgeting and now have to figure out projections for next years budget....how the hell am i going to do that since this will be the FIRST year we do multi week/city tours??? hmmm.

The Last of the Bohemians

Okay, my title has really nothing to do with this post. I just liked it. This weekend was good, I got to play poker again which i have not done in a long time. It was an expensive game, it came down to me heads up with another guy, i had the vast majority of the chips, then i was dealt King Jack suited, and I raise, and he goes all in. I am concerned he has a pocket pair or something. when he flipped his cards he had 3 5 suited....wtf? I understand being low and needing to make a move, but when the chip leader raises you, you might want to think that it isnt your time to go all in. But hey, I cant complain, I won after all.

Then last night I went bowling. We were smart and snuck in our own booze...hehehe, I know its not much, but its my way of feeling still a bit of that young rebel I used to be is still there. Seems like a very small thing to make you feel rebelious and I did not really think about it until I started writing right now and began to look back on the situation. Now I have spoken about it far too much and made a much bigger deal out of something that really didnt matter much at all. So I am going to stop talking about it, very soon, I promise....like almost immediately.

I rearranged my apartment this weekend, I think everyone needs to do that once in awhile, just to remind them that things don't always have to stay the same. I made myself a reading room, very little in it. A bar and a very comfy green chair with footrest. It faces these mosques outside my back windows and I am very happy there. only I am not there, I am here, so i suppose I should stop being here and be there where I am happy. not that I am not happy here, haHA there is double negative for ya. I am happy here, because I moved my computer desk into my living room so that I can waste away watching TV AND typing on this silly blog thing. I am happy most everywhere, even at work, most of the time.

But for now, back to Lolita.